If I could buy time..

If I could buy time..
I'll buy the times when I was younger,
I will not lose the time that I had lost by doing unsignificant things..

I'll buy the times I could have served You, Lord, that I could have known You and share You.

I'll buy the times I could have been a better student and worker,
making my family proud, earning my integrity.

I'll buy the times I could have chosen true friends and not given up to peer pressure.

I'll buy the times I could have done something, said something, that could have changed today
but I did not.

if only I could buy time.. but I could not.
I can only have this time forward, no rewinds.

if i could buy time and change it, I'll change the way I choose my friends.
I'll change the way I choose to give my heart to.

But I only have this time forward..
and i chose to live and not mourn.
For I know, and still believe that God has a great Plan for me..
even though I have disappointed Him so much.

Despite all the failures and mistakes, He's always there to catch me.
He's not letting me go.

I thank God for giving me this time.. a time to reflect and let go..
and let Him take over.

No, I cannot buy time, but what really matters is what I'm gonna do with the time I have left.
If I spend my time wisely now..
maybe things will be different..
maybe things will have sense.