Heartbreak Diary Part 2

11:28 AM. Again. I woke up at 11 in the morning! I slept at around 1am, but hey I always wake up @ 7am, my sleep interrrupted. Aaaarrggh. It's always like this. And everytime I wake up, it's hard for me to doze off again back to sleep. My first thoughts were, well, guess what, it's always him and it hurts!

I realized there's no magic word or spell to get ok. Even if I've already accepted it, my prayers can't instantly erase the pain. It's always a gradual process. I must deal with it. No one recovers from a broken heart overnight. Everyday, there are pieces needed to be healed. But what's important is that I'm letting God healed me. One day at a time. Slowly but surely. I know I will be well again. I'm dropping out every thought that puts him in the picure. It won't help me. I've got to move on. I've got to help myself. So, let me not think of him anymore, porsitive thoughts come in! I'm on my way to a better day! woooooohhh! ;)